One of Thomas Merton's most well-known (and beloved) pieces of writing is a prayer of abandonment and humble honesty. We keep framed copies of it in our homes and offices, and strive to allow it to inform our work and our lives (sometimes with success, other times with great struggle). I am moved nearly each time I read it.
To honor the ninety-ninth anniversary of Merton's birth (January 31, 1915), we share it with you today:
My Lord God, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road, though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone.
--Thomas Merton, “Thoughts in Solitude”